To the girl who feel like never be someone's priority

Sometime that girl feeling so strong and feels like she can handle every feeling by her own.
This girl is amazing. She carry the world with her, with her catching smile. And people are mostly clueless about what she going through.
Oh yes you, you are that girl. The girl who always say Yes to people, the girl who always help people and put them as priority but tragically feel herself helpless in the end.
 Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always feeling not good to dissappointed and do her best to make people happy but she lost herself. She not even know what is happiness for only herself. All she knows are people is number one.
Oh Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always make time  to everybody in a good and bad time and be there but end up in the cinema alone and eating pizza by her own.
YES, you are that girl. The girl who always make people as a priority but no one has put her as a priority back.
Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always easy to being friends to everyone but end up with friendless.
Most of them saying the nice words to that girl. Saying they will be always there, make that girl feeling she never alone. But the ugly truth is they never be there. They always find excuses. For their boyfriends, for their work, for their close friend, for their hobby, for their own stuff.
Of course she is strong girl. When most all the people sucks her energy. When people take advantage only from her kindness, when they are only using her to get something because they knows that girl will bever say No.
That girl always see good in people. No matter how many time people has break her heart.
she keeping herself like that, even she knows this world and society is cruel.
Her boyfriend left her.
Her friends not there
Her best friend gone.
People are keep 'use' her.
She feel empty. She feel helpless. She feel sad and tired. But that girl still has a charming smile to make herself strong.
in her sleepless night, she always wish that she can be someone first choice. She can be a priority.
But as she grow older, she realise one thing.
People maybe not change but their priority does.
She realise that the only thing left  for her in the end is herself.
She will learn how to put herself first. She will learn how to say No sometime.
She will learn how to dance with her own company.

But one day she believe,  she will be someone's priority.

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