My World

In my sleepless night and a cold December, my mind are wonder how you been doing this far. Its been a while since that shocky night. Its been a while since we end up being stranger. I wonder if  you are still watching your favorite series ? I imagine you eating your favorite waffles in the cought with your lovely dog, rain outside and you are too lazy to go walk. I wonder if you still listening to metals music that you always said they are your cherish ? I wonder if you still draw your favorite comics during your off days ? All the things its stuck in my mind. It was still you. I've realise i never really move on yet. I still remember all the things about you. The series you like, the songs you loved and the way you move. Im sorry, it was still you. The man once i loved. My first guy. I was lucky i haved love you , even now I'm not your beloved anymore. I'm  sorry, it was still you. The man that i wish oneday will turn around and saying can we love once again....

Sometime that girl feeling so strong and feels like she can handle every feeling by her own. This girl is amazing. She carry the world with her, with her catching smile. And people are mostly clueless about what she going through. Oh yes you, you are that girl. The girl who always say Yes to people, the girl who always help people and put them as priority but tragically feel herself helpless in the end.  Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always feeling not good to dissappointed and do her best to make people happy but she lost herself. She not even know what is happiness for only herself. All she knows are people is number one. Oh Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always make time  to everybody in a good and bad time and be there but end up in the cinema alone and eating pizza by her own. YES, you are that girl. The girl who always make people as a priority but no one has put her as a priority back. Yes, you are that girl. The girl who always easy to being friends ...